Win the fight- Ylona ft. Kyle

I DIED WHEN YOU DIED

One day I fell in love
He completed my name
He make me feel special
He loves me... He said

You told me the most sweetest word
It made me the happiest
But you also told me the worst thing
That made die of pain

My heart died, but it still dying
I thought when it died it won't feel anything 
My heart is so painful
It's in the lake of hell

Have you ever felt this?
Like as if you just want to feel no more
Like, you just want to get your heart
Then throw it somewhere

I hate this feeling
I wish I was numb, heartless
I wish I just use you too
I wish I never love you

Just please beat me up
Kill me, torture me physically
Just don't hurt my heart
Because I am dying

The day that the person I loved die
The new person has live
The person I learned to love
But it just killed me

You killed me over and over
I am so hopeless like a little kid
A little kid who can't do anything
But just to cry and just feel the pain

Broken Mirror

Today, I found myself again

Looking at the mirror emotionless

Fear me? I fear this person

I fear she might never felt anything again

I want to stop looking at her

She likes an emotionless ghost

But the water from her eyes kept on falling

I wonder why, she's sad

She's sad and you can't see it

She look so scary

Her eyes were swollen

From non-stop crying

I can stand looking at her

It so dramatic sad

As seconds passing by 

Her emotionless become pitiful

She want to cry

I know she needs help

But who will help her?

She was left all alone

She has no one to talk with

She knows no one will understand her situation

With this society full of judgments

Cry alone is the only option

Suddenly I saw her lips moved

saying someone's name

Asking for help to that person

But the tears start to fall

She wants the one who hurt her to help her

How ironic, but she knows she needs him

But he just look away

She just wishes he feel the pain

Suddenly, the mirror broke

And lot's of blood all over

The piece of mirror reflecting her

seen a mad expression

My Happy Mask

I Have a full cup of pain

Trying to look  neutral

Hiding the million Volts of pain

Under the freaky Happy mask

You left me after you use me

Now, I have  to act as if it is nothing

Knowing you never love me

Pain is getting greater as days passing by

You should've told me it was just a game

from the very first so I know my place

But you acted as if you care

You even told me to try

Why did you have to play with my heart?

You know I was broken that time

Yeah, you healed me

But just to stab me much deeper

Now, All I know is to cry

I can't stop it

I know you never think of me now

You never loved me, never will

All I wish right now is to forget you

I wishing to have amnesia

I never want to remember you

Ever again

People aren't fair

When you know it is love

You know its a danger

Expectation goes high

Right mind goes down

If you can never love a person till the end

Then stop making her/him hope

If you know you still can love them

Let them know that you love them

Why do people say romantic things

Why should have to lie?

They gave their all to you

They trust you with all of them

In the end, they just cried

Like a hopeless kid who left in nowhere

Doesn't know what to do

They just want to be lead back home

Never ever play with love

Cuz it breaks people sanity

Why would you play?

If you can just go and move on

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